my pretty venting posts. (:

[liar]

actually, i decided to make this board because i really feel like letting all my anger out.. and i remember one of the sites i used to belong to having one of these.. so i thought echo could use one too. (:

now then, posts that i post here are for venting purposes only. so i'd rather no one reply to them, please. <3 although, you're welcome to read them.. maybe discuss it with me over the c-box or even aim. whatever. x]

[liar]

_ 2-10-09;
TIME: 5:51 PM. pennsylvanian time - i think that would be eastern time. i dunno.
MOOD: cantankerous. i think that means irritable and mad, or something. x]

well anyways, this is probably gonna turn out more like a jounral or diary or something.. ah well. (:

yayy, boy problems first ! ew. alrighht, so me and my ex have been over since 12-28-08. mhm, i memorize that date. i cried ohso very hard, youu wouldn't even know, guys. and it came out of complete no where. horrible, horrible. anyways ! we haven't really talked much since then, and just last night he commented me on myspace. he had to talk to me about something. ohhboy, my heart got racing i almost felt like throwing upp. god knows why, because it really wasn't that big of a deal. SO; these are his exact words "i'm sorry for breaking up with you out of no where. i just don't want a girlfriend right now. i still care about you." i don't know if that's bullshit or what, because i have trust issues with that damn kid. if he wants to get back together sometime, i don't know what the hell to do. because i wouldn't want to hurt him if he really means this, but i don't want to get myself hurt if he doesn't. you knoww ? so i go to my friend alex, and he said that i could do much better than him. which is probably true, and i realized that dan[ex] wasn't good for me. he hurt me, and he would probably hurt me again because relationships usually don't last throughout highschool. but you never know. i really don't know what to do, i don't know what to believe.

kk, boys out of the way ! (: but now onto the ridiculous chick-drama we got goin' down. so the day went just fine until 8th period, when our whole grade went to the auditorium to choose the clubs we would have for the next four weeks in 8th period on fridays. and our whole gang[me, rachel, amber, olivia, emily, and bella] had a plan that when we were called up that we would wait until all of us got up there so we could choose a club to be in together.. since all of the other times, we had to be split up. rawr, so emily and amber are up there right ? and then i get called up, or rather i just got up because they were taking too long(:, and i went over to them and they told me to put my name down for that club. and then a few other kids sign up for that club and then the rest of the gang finally got over there and it wasn't possible for us to all be together anymore. because of those damn kids. anyways, so i was on the bus and rachel rides my bus. so we were sitting together and all, and she goes "i thought youu guys said youu were gonna wait for us." and i was like "we were." and she's like "well obviously not long enough." and then i said "sorry ?". i mean, she said it in THE most bitchiest way. possible. ever. we didn't talk for the rest of the ride until she got off. i was fucking pissed, dude. like, if she was gonna get mad at us JUST for that little thing.. that's FUCKING ridiculous ! it's no wonder we get into so many god damn pointless fights, it's because people are so sensitive ! god, like it was our fault that they couldn't get in ? FUCK. stuupid drama queens. -.- i mean, i love them and all.. but they get so annoying, they piss me off sometimes.. except emilyy, she's my bestfrannn. we haven't had any fights. at all. none. zero. so that's good. x]

anyways, today's venting is done. :D or at least so far for today, there's always later tonight. blah.

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