Here Without My Babeee

[CHAI]

So I left her. So what? It's not like a killed her. What the fuck? Why am I such an ass!? I shouldn't have done that to that sweet girl. What the hell... Oh my god. What have I done? How could I do that to that poor girl.. Cel, my Cel. My Beautiful Cel...

Yes. He liked her. And Yes, he regretted leaving her like that. It was all his fault. It always was, it always would be. He could never blame her for this mess he created; the poor girl had only tried to kiss him! Looking to the grassy floor, Jay felt so ashamed of himself, he felt like falling to the ground and dying. Closing his eyes, he let out an angry grunt before pushing his head up high. He would not feel suicidal over this. He would make things right. He just would.

But standing in the middle of no where, with absolutely everything surrounding you, and yet nothing by your side was hard to take in. Jayke couldn't just wait for her to appear out of the trees; he would have to search for her. But right now he wasn't strong enough to do that. Feeling weak, he let his knees bend and he fell to the floor in shame. With a snort, he pushed his arms up and held his head as he tucked it into his knees. What the fuck was he doing!?

Sebastian was around, not paying attention to his distressed master. The little fox was popping in on every hole in the Savannah. He even managed to make a few dens collapse. Lucky for the red fox though, they were empty. Seb would not be ready to take on the call of the wild. He was such a pansy that he wouldn't be able to last a minute without Jay. Sebbie was lucky that the nineteen year old had found him. So, feeling obligated to do so, Sebastian made his way over his depressed master and jumped into his lap.

Feeling his animal greet him made him feel only the slightest bit better, but he still opened up his hostile body and let his fox into his world. Placing a kiss on the red fox's head, he reached his arms around the little guy and took in a sigh as he held him close to his chest. Now why couldn't this be Cel?